Hi. so here I am again..writing useless and meaningless things again. Haha. I'm just bored.. Im on my holiday in Malaysia but it doesn't really feel like a holiday since most of my day is spent on my study table. yes all i did on this holiday is study. err I mean except eating and watching lots of Shinhwa's video of course. But still. I haven't go out that much or go on a true 'holiday'. This is all thanks to my beloved university who thinks they better put off the exam after holiday because we can spend more time on studying. YEAH. HOLIDAY MEANS 'TIME TO STUDY'. omg. i just learnt a real definition of holiday.Hmm thank you *flip manchester
p/s: I miss Manchester and my friends:'(
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Move on
"Move on la Mira"
Somehow it looks like a really easy things to do. but its not! Do you think I like to keep being a foolish like this? It hurts. Because of how much pain I feel inside, he would never know.. and he would never care.
My heart just doesnt listen to its owner(such a spoiled heart.haha lol).
They say, 'try to like someone else. then only you can forget him'. How could I when all the guys dont even look at me as a woman? How could I when all the guy looks like potatoes to me?(urmm..but i like potatoes. lets change it to goat's milk cheese).hahaha.
Omg.but goat's milk cheese is the worst thing I've ever eat! believe me. It's so terrifying. I dont know how could anyone invented the cheese and I still couldnt understand how could I bought it! Maybe I was drunk.
The impossible dream
A fairytale story that doesn't has a happy ending.
She went back to her hometown yesterday.. And she rode on the same horse with him... The journey was so great... How she wish someone will look at her the way she looks at him.. It was like a dream. A dream that she knows will hurt her so much but she resisted to wake up from.
She couldn't even confess her feelings because she knows that she could never break a relationship. She shouldn't be selfish.
Its not like she hasn't tried to sheared that dream of hers. She had. Really. But the kindness of his that what makes she fell in love with him in the first place, stop that from happening. She knows that she has to hate him. That's the only way out. But she never could find a reason when she stares into his eyes..
Then she wish she can turn her heart into a stone.
“If I could turn back time, I should have left then. They were feelings I shouldn’t have felt, and someone whom I never should have had feelings for. Before those feelings grew… while I could still turn back… I should have left. I thought that my heart racing in that moment would eventually subside with time. And then, I thought I’d be able to leave easily… But that was a foolish assumption… An excuse… to stay by his side then.” -Pinocchio ep 8
Pulang ke rumah?
Ibu:"Akak nk balik rumah tak cuti sebulan ni?"
Aku:"Balik rumah? Balik mana?"
Ibu:"Balik Malaysia la"
eh biar betul mak aku ni. xkan la dia nak suruh balik cuti krismas ni.
Aku:"Balik bila?"
Ibu:"Balik cuti bulan 12 ni la"
Sumpah la. Aku rasa macam nak terbang ja masa tu. oh ya.. masa tu aku tengah ada lecture. Memang xfokus terus la lepas tu. Memang xpandang dah muka si Iian Dupere tu(dia lecturer kesayangan aku dan Iffah,lecturer fluids mechanics.lol). Walau secomel mana pun Dupere lepas potong rambut(kejap. dia pun sambut no shave november ke?), fikiran aku masih melayang-layang terkenangkan pertanyaan mak aku tu.
Balik Malaysia free kot! err maksud aku,pakai duit bapak aku. sapa yg xnak kan? Aku rasa berbelah bagi sebab ada kawan aku yang dah tempah tiket nak datang Manchester semata-mata nak melawat aku kat sini. Sepupu aku pun dah tempah tiket dari Ireland nak datang sini. Keadaan ni dah ibarat ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa. Tapi xkan la aku nk lebih pentingkan kawan daripada parents and family kan. Maka dengan itu, aku pun bertekadlah untuk balik je.
Tapi banyak gila masalah yang berlaku. Aku baru sedar yang aku ada report feedback punya session untuk DMT aku(DMT stands for apa ntah. aku dah lupa sory. tapi basically,kena reka track vehicle). tapi tu xpa lagi. masalahnya tiket balik manchester nanti.. aku dijangka sampai sini 12 jan pkul 7 pagi. Baru aku tersedar yang 12 jan tu hari Isnin dan aku mungkin akan ada exam hari tu. arghhh memang serbai gila kepala otak aku kenapa oh kenapa?????? sebab nk balik awal sikit ada masalah tiket. huwaaa memang sampai sekarang aku hidup xtenang. Yela. jadual exam tak keluar lagi. Aku berharap sangat-sangat yang 12 jan tu xde exam lagi. Maka marilah berdoa bersama miramidori yang comel untuk tidak ada exam pada hari tersebut. Sekian.
Tapi belum habis lagi. Aku akan balik sama flight dengan seseorang yang aku tak sangka langsung. Kecil sangat ke dunia ni? omg xboleh cerita lebih-lebih kat sini. Kalau ada orang yang tidak berkenaan yang baca,memang habis lah aku. Ni blog hanya untuk aku dan sungjong. lol xhabis2 dengan sungjong. OK la. sekarang dah pukul 2 pagi. Aku nak sambung tengok drama Pinocchio kejap(cerita ni best gila. sangat di recommend kan). Japgi pukul 3 pagi nak kejutkan Ainaa bucuk(lol) dia kena siapkan seminar dia bla bla bla.
Selamat malam pagi.
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