Student's Blog

Hi. so here I am again..writing useless and meaningless things again. Haha. I'm just bored.. Im on my holiday in Malaysia but it doesn't really feel like a holiday since most of my day is spent on my study table. yes all i did on this holiday is study. err I mean except eating and watching lots of Shinhwa's video of course. But still. I haven't go out that much or go on a true 'holiday'. This is all thanks to my beloved university who thinks they better put off the exam after holiday because we can spend more time on studying. YEAH. HOLIDAY MEANS 'TIME TO STUDY'. omg. i just learnt a real definition of holiday.Hmm thank you *flip manchester

p/s: I miss Manchester and my friends:'(

"Move on la Mira"

Somehow it looks like a really easy things to do. but its not! Do you think I like to keep being a foolish like this? It hurts. Because of how much pain I feel inside, he would never know.. and he would never care.

My heart just doesnt listen to its owner(such a spoiled heart.haha lol).

They say, 'try to like someone else. then only you can forget him'. How could I when all the guys dont even look at me as a woman? How could I when all the guy looks like potatoes to me?(urmm..but i like potatoes. lets change it to goat's milk cheese).hahaha.

Omg.but goat's milk cheese is the worst thing I've ever eat! believe me. It's so terrifying. I dont know how could anyone invented the cheese and I still couldnt understand how could I bought it! Maybe I was drunk.

A fairytale story that doesn't has a happy ending.

Ibu:"Akak nk balik rumah tak cuti sebulan ni?"
Aku:"Balik rumah? Balik mana?"
Ibu:"Balik Malaysia la"
eh biar betul mak aku ni. xkan la dia nak suruh balik cuti krismas ni.
Aku:"Balik bila?"
Ibu:"Balik cuti bulan 12 ni la"
Sumpah la. Aku rasa macam nak terbang ja masa tu. oh ya.. masa tu aku tengah ada lecture. Memang xfokus terus la lepas tu. Memang xpandang dah muka si Iian Dupere tu(dia lecturer kesayangan aku dan Iffah,lecturer fluids mechanics.lol). Walau secomel mana pun Dupere lepas potong rambut(kejap. dia pun sambut no shave november ke?), fikiran aku masih melayang-layang terkenangkan pertanyaan mak aku tu.

Balik Malaysia free kot! err maksud aku,pakai duit bapak aku. sapa yg xnak kan? Aku rasa berbelah bagi sebab ada kawan aku yang dah tempah tiket nak datang Manchester semata-mata nak melawat aku kat sini. Sepupu aku pun dah tempah tiket dari Ireland nak datang sini. Keadaan ni dah ibarat ditelan mati emak, diluah mati bapa. Tapi xkan la aku nk lebih pentingkan kawan daripada parents and family kan. Maka dengan itu, aku pun bertekadlah untuk balik je.

Tapi banyak gila masalah yang berlaku. Aku baru sedar yang aku ada report feedback punya session untuk DMT aku(DMT stands for apa ntah. aku dah lupa sory. tapi basically,kena reka track vehicle). tapi tu xpa lagi. masalahnya tiket balik manchester nanti.. aku dijangka sampai sini 12 jan pkul 7 pagi. Baru aku tersedar yang 12 jan tu hari Isnin dan aku mungkin akan ada exam hari tu. arghhh memang serbai gila kepala otak aku kenapa oh kenapa?????? sebab nk balik awal sikit ada masalah tiket. huwaaa memang sampai sekarang aku hidup xtenang. Yela. jadual exam tak keluar lagi. Aku berharap sangat-sangat yang 12 jan tu xde exam lagi. Maka marilah berdoa bersama miramidori yang comel untuk tidak ada exam pada hari tersebut. Sekian.

Tapi belum habis lagi. Aku akan balik sama flight dengan seseorang yang aku tak sangka langsung. Kecil sangat ke dunia ni? omg xboleh cerita lebih-lebih kat sini. Kalau ada orang yang tidak berkenaan yang baca,memang habis lah aku. Ni blog hanya untuk aku dan sungjong. lol xhabis2 dengan sungjong. OK la. sekarang dah pukul 2 pagi. Aku nak sambung tengok drama Pinocchio kejap(cerita ni best gila. sangat di recommend kan). Japgi pukul 3 pagi nak kejutkan Ainaa bucuk(lol) dia kena siapkan seminar dia bla bla bla.

Selamat malam pagi.

Dah dua kali aku mimpi berpisah sekali lagi dengan family msa kt klia. teringat betapa sedih dan marahnya aku time tu. aku dah ckp byk kali kt sponsor yg aku xnk g orientation week, x wajib.. tapi dy nk jgk htr awl2. dgn short notice lagi. sampai ada ja family yg xboleh htr. and xdak sorang kwn pn yg hantar..sbb aku slu ada impian bila nk fly nnti,tok,wan,maktok n tok ayah(wan dgn tok ayah xsempat tgk aku p oversea pn :'( ),kwn2 akn htr kt klia.. aku xrasa excited sikit pn msa nk fly hri tu. dengan aku kena transit sorg2 dari london ke manchester. aku xpernah naik flight n xpernah tau kena buat checkout checkin la bagai. bila smpai manchester pn dekat seminggu aku rsa aku mengalami depression. rasa mcm nk balik malaysia masa tu juga n xphm kenapa aku nk sgt bljr oversea padahal ni la impian aku dari kecil.. xtau la kenapa aku perlu rasa perasaan tu lg skli.wlaupn dlm mimpi rsa sakit sgt. benci dgn diri sendiri yang lemah mcm ni. Bila aku ckp mcm ni,mesti ada org yang akn igt aku x bersyukur la apa la. korg xkan tau betapa bersyukurnya aku dpt dtg sini. #emomasatengahbuatmatlab

Hehehe. so it is my first post!(omg im lying. i've actually post something before this but i think im gonna delete it and start this blog all over again).

OK. let me think first what im gonna babbling for this post. hmm i have 3 things to say. 1st, my student life in Manchester, United Kingdom. Yesterday, I went to the city of Manchester(a.k.a. piccadily) with my other 3 friends. We currently called ourselves as 'Geng Bujang Gumbira'. psst..before this it was 'Geng Bujang Meroyan'. Since we look too pathetic in that way, I've decided to change our name and image(lol).

Maybe I can move on to other topic?(i always jump to another topic suddenly). Hmm this is about my errr..crush? So I have this really huge crush on my senior. I always have a huge crush to each and every crush that I have tho. haha.